I Fear And Dread

I fear photography.

I have never been good in it. The still life I did in the studio the other day proved it.

I dread photography.

Will have to go in for the still life shoot on Monday, again.

I fear taking bad pictures.

Taking pictures have never been my forte. I simply do not know how.

I dread awkwardness.

I screwed up the still life. I do not dare imagine what's gonna happen when I shoot a model who I don't know and who seemed reluctant to help me.

I fear barbies.

I have spent too much simply buying the materials.

I dread doing the work.

The confidence of my last post when I first mentioned this packaging project is gone.

I Fear.

Too much.

I Dread.

Too much.

And I don't believe I can't tackle them all.