Thursday, February 11, 2010

Unadulterated Abhorrence

i am not made that way.
no no no no no.
it's a bit too late to realise this.
it's too much when i finally see it for what it is.
it's not pretty.
it's not a a moment.
it's a mistake.
it's not fuzzy anymore. just crystal.
i don't want it.
take it back.
go go go go go.
i deserve more, better, but will settle for less.
no no no no no.
i am not made this way.

unadulterated abhorrence.
for myself?
no no no no no.
just memories.
treacherous memories.

tonight is not a good night.

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