Saturday, February 27, 2010

Bring on Sem7!

I read this in Adora's blogpost. I couldn't help but feel my blood pumping with excitement.

Semester 7 will be good. At least from the look of things at this point, things are going very well indeed. Two of the best lecturers I have ever had will be teaching us in the same semester, Aaron Lam for Graphic Design and Ken Goh for Advertising. No more bumbling newbie lecturers who do not even know their way around the campus.

I once got an A+ from Aaron in Sem3, and a B+ from Ken Goh in Sem5. Semester 7 will prove to be a trying semester pleasing these two lecturers who once demanded nothing short of perfection from us. Other than having great feedbacks on our work, these two lecturers share one common trait, which was reachable by emails and an almost perfect guarantee on replying them.

I can't help but be really really happy, motivated and excited. Bring on Sem 7!! (amidst these stirring feelings, there's a sprinkle of fear that I won't live up to my own expectations and fail miserably. hur. it is only right to feel this way. too much of a good feeling is bad for mental health.)

Friday, February 19, 2010

Encapsulated Time

And there it is. Four years. Tonight, we put a closure to this amazing experience.
It's not the end, just, a promise.

Monday, February 15, 2010

My Quiet Night



First day of CNY has ended. We had our open house, floors have been mopped the moment 12 midnight passed, chairs put back to their original places and cookies/tidbits were almost all half eaten.

I am now in the attic, enjoying my solitary night watching "Bodyguards and Assassins" and drinking pricey Sarsaprilla (sarsi). The movie's pretty good and I might spend the night up here sleeping.

=)

Nights, peeps.

Saturday, February 13, 2010

RAWWRR~


Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!

Drive safe, eat well, gamble and win big big!!

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Unadulterated Abhorrence

i am not made that way.
no no no no no.
it's a bit too late to realise this.
it's too much when i finally see it for what it is.
it's not pretty.
it's not a a moment.
it's a mistake.
it's not fuzzy anymore. just crystal.
i don't want it.
take it back.
go go go go go.
i deserve more, better, but will settle for less.
no no no no no.
i am not made this way.

unadulterated abhorrence.
for myself?
no no no no no.
just memories.
treacherous memories.

tonight is not a good night.

E


Sigh....... *dreamy eyed~*

Happy Tiger Year!

I absolutely love Chinese New Year.

To me, Christmas (from a non-Christian POV) and New Year are times to celebrate with friends by having great dinner in some posh place and having a blast with each other by partying through the night.

Chinese New Year on the other hand is totally different. It is a traditional moment celebrated with family filled with long cultivated traditions and practices. CNY is all about being loud, bright and binging on food.

I often get from people saying how the CNY mood is lacking. I got this every year from different people. Maybe the problem is not in the mood surrounding those people, but lies within themselves. I believe that the anticipation for CNY is directly proportional (wee! physics term still usable) to the amount of preparation done for the celebration.

The CNY tradition is seeped deeply within my family. Every year we do almost the same thing, without fail. It's traditions like these that we kept doing yearly that made CNY exciting. My favourite part in all these has never been on the first day of CNY. On the contrary, they are the days leading to the new year. I love the preparation and anticipation for the moment rather than the moment itself.



Every year, on the last day of the year (Chinese calendar), I will accompany my mom to the market very early in the morning before the sun rises. This is to get parking and to be in the market before the crowd gets in. Mom will then get all the stuff that cannot be bought earlier, ingredients that cannot be kept for too long a time. I like how when it's so early in the morning, everything has a tinge of blue all over.



I love the crowd during CNY. You can find people everywhere from shopping for new clothes in malls to buying new year groceries in TESCO to getting all kinds of fresh food products in the market. I especially appreciate the atmosphere in the market with a blend of different kinds of people. There are vendors trying to sell all kinds of things from hair accessories to pots and pans, a final rush in capitalizing from the new year crowd. There are also market sellers, all swearing up and down that their prices are the cheapest. And of course, there are us consumers, all trying to find the best bargains, thrilled by all the price competitions going around.



CNY is all about being RED and LOUD! Everywhere you turn you'll see something red and shiny. Some might regard these as gaudy and old fashioned but I see it as tradition that forms the foundation of CNY. During this time, goodwill becomes something that you can buy. Buy an image of the God of Prosperity and stick it to the front door thus good luck will follow all year round. Buy something red to wear on the first day to start off the year on the right note. Buy mandarin oranges to symbolize a basket of wealth. To me, all these has nothing to do with superstitions. It's not something that I will have to strictly follow or otherwise I will have bad luck. These are simply things that I do because they are right. The new year is after all a clean slate and I will want to start it off in the best way possible. So what if it has to do with wearing red and not sweeping the floor on the first day?



Did I mention the food during CNY? My family has a tradition of baking our own cookies. Mom is actually famous among the relatives for her awesome-goodness butter cake. There are meat floss spring roll, cornflake cookies, peanut cookies, chocolate chip cookies, pineapple cookies and deep fried crab stick strips. All these we make. For those that we buy there are cartons and cartons of Shandy, beer, Coke, Chrysanthemum, F&N drinks, Pop, boxes and packets of chips, chocolates, sweets, peanuts, nuts. The best thing about all these is not that we can binge as much as we want, but that we get the same thing at every house we pay a visit to!



CNY is all about spreading goodness and goodwill. Kids are given blessings from adults to excel in studies and to grow up healthily while adults wish good health and longevity to their elders. There is the unending and incessant greetings of 'Gong Xi Fa Cai' left and right, all wishing everyone a prosperous new year.

Chinese New Year is the best time to be with family. And as you're reading this, I'd like to wish everyone a glorious time spent with the family this coming new year.

HUAT ARR!!

Sunday, February 07, 2010

I Have Been Summoned



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Saturday, February 06, 2010

Thoughts on a Solitary Night

There was one night when I didn't want to go home. The night ended fairly early, and home was the last thing on my mind. I think the caffeine in my blood played a part in this inspired-restlessness.

So I drove. Rather aimlessly. Over the bridge and back. Paid RM7 needlessly. Burnt one bar of petrol. O well. I've always wanted to be... doing nothing spontaneously. Hah.

*****

"Sipper" - Definition: A person who is a temporary time-filler until appointed date arrived, in which so-said 'sipper' will be asked to leave.

I am no one's "sipper". Umph.

*****

Coffee has this amazing effect of pumping your blood and set you on a temporary high. I finished painting my wall after so-said high. All the while coffee only managed to make me sleepy. This revelation was both terrifying and exhilarating.

*****

Spontaneity is liberating. Telling yourself the right time will come or setting a time limit for creating milestones are simply lame excuses to hold yourself back. Questions will not push you forward, only holding you back. But if you really have to ask, ask this: "Why not?"

*****

The best way to learn swimming is to start at the deep end. Does it really matter if things didn't work out the way you intend them to? I can still afford to have nothing to lose. Failure is, after all, how one gains experiences.

*****

The day has come when I look at the phone and he did not cross my mind.

"It's not about what he said, but what he did. Actions do speak louder than words. And oh yeah. Memories are deceiving."

Wednesday, February 03, 2010

Life On My Walls

I worked the designs on three different days to completion. However, the total working hours should not be more than 24 hours.

Tools at hand were leftover blue-green paint, pencils for sketching on wall, Sharpie for those fine black lines and tiny spaces my brush couldn't get to, acrylics and two rolls of masking tape. Got these ready and I was ready to go!

I began with a sketch on the wall, laying out the different objects I wanted to paint. If you followed my commit365, you'll see my fascination with stags and clocks.


Masking the area where I wanted the pattern to be.


Detailed sketch of the mechanics inside my clock.


Coloured circles were painted on using circle stencils.



I can never deal with a lot of colours at one time, so I opted for the safer style, which was black on colours. Finer details were drawn using Sharpie.


Masking to create a straight-edged box.


Completion of my stag with beyond cool antlers!


Painting within the masking of the box.








Brushed in a few lines of self-reminder. Must remember at this point in my life, at this moment, I do not give a fig for your opinions.




I went over to the new place all by myself in the middle of the night with my iPod blasting in my ears to prevent paranoia over unidentified sounds. Thanks to the caffeine pumping my blood, I'd finally finished this.


Save the masking save the world.





Dankmyhandlookedfatoncamera.