Armed for the New Year

Happy Moomoo Year, people!!!

This is my new do, for the past two weeks, I guess. Not that new anymore. RED!! I like~

And then the boots. These are two things I got for the new year that I like the best! Hehe, funky red hair and swanky new boots.

Have a good new year! This is my absolute favourite celebration. Eat to the max!


ps: oh my, i haven't blogged for so long, i have no idea how to anymore. don't know what to write leh... o well.

Being Silly

Ah. It felt so strange. Shouldn't really be. I have gotten used to it, really, or so I have been trying to convince myself.

This is one thing I have found out about myself that I am going to adhere to. When I'm angry for no good reasons, or just plain irritable, the best thing to do is lock myself in a room and sleep away the negativity. That way I don't hurt people around me and ultimately, myself.

I find myself having shorter and shorter patience for people and the things they say. I have no patience for people who talked and talked just to fill in the silence. I don't mind if the topic is interesting, but I am as familiar to the subject as I am to the makings of a car engine. The best thing I do is to blank out, and then nod once in a while. The worst is to cut that person off and fill the silence with awkwardness.

Recently I have discovered a new fear. Circumstances and people made me realize it. I don't want it to happen. No. If you wanna do it, then let's do it together. Don't leave me behind.

I should get out more. It will prevent me from thinking too much in this small bubble. Maybe once I see things in a bigger context, the feelings that I have now will be of little importance.

I wish to one day look back at this and laugh at how silly I was.

What Do You Care!!

I am a walking zombie who wakes up from sleep, bathes, drinks junk food, watches Astro on Demand repeatedly and also Criminal Minds at night with mom. I kept telling myself I will go hiking or swimming tomorrow, or I will do some design crap on my computer. I am rotting my holidays away. Life is so unproductive and uninspiring. However, I hope it won't end too soon. I don't want to go back to school.... NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


On a good note, I did manage to clean up my room for the new year. Hooray for me!!!!!!!!

2009. My Year.

First off, a very happy new year to you. Whether you've been out on the streets counting down with the fireworks exploding in the sky above you or lounging on your couch in front of the tv not even knowing the new year has arrived, I do hope you had a good time with a smile on your face (inspired by Hooi Fong).

I just had a night out and I thought the first thing I want to do will be to put my head on the pillow. But after a bath, all of a sudden I just wanted to blog.

The night had been a little fuzzy. I was not as excited about the new year as I hoped to be. Anyhow, I did manage to countdown the New Year with my bestest friend in the whole wide world (well, I did make a resolution to be nicer to her). The crowd was huge and the fireworks lame. All in all, okay. The best thing was that we ushered in the new year by watching Eason's new movie in the cinema. It was not the best movie, but it's the first thing I watched for 2009!

Love. Love. Love. Eason Chan.

I have read a few people's blogs. First posts of 2009. A lot of flash backs, reminiscings, and of course, the age old favourite, resolutions. I suggested we give each other resolutions, Hooi Fong and I. Me being me, I couldn't really think of anything good. What she gave me was to make a whole lot of new friends for the new year. Widen my network. Get to know more people. All I can say is that I will try.

Then from here, I came up with my own resolution for 2009. Instead of making new friends, I shall like to get to know my existing friends. Talk more, know more. And not be afraid.

Dear Pencil Do The Thinking has been with me now since April 2008, but I only got serious about it in August, maybe? This lil' bloggie has been with me for less than half a year, but it has accumulated much of my thoughts. For the new year 2009, brace yourself, I will not give you up!

In the very near future, say tomorrow, I shall clean my room. In the quite near future, I will give lil' bloggie here a new look. These are my resolutions. Let's see if I'll break 'em.


Happy 2009!! Be Brave. Be Happy. The new year is a new slate!